Hey people...

Guilty of not posting here for such a long time... Term break really like not term break sia... got so many things happening...

Here are the current things that are bugging me:

1) Chionging
Piangz, really gotta stop chionging man, even my aunt kao peh liao... kekeke... And I gotz to stop drinking man, I'm getting sick of alcohol...

2) Mood
Truth is I ain't in a very good mood recently and I'm sure it is pretty apparent. That's pretty much coz my ex got xin huan oredi. A but like record timing man... makes me think sometimes the 4 yrs meant nothing coz I'm so easy to forget. Cest La Vie...

3) BE
I'm only saying this becoz I trust you guys and I hope y'all dun spread this around. I'm afraid that it might coz animosity with the other BE ppl, especially with the Campus Radio DJs. Yesterday I was told be Zhizai from BE exco that they wanna send me to Radio Academy next week. I was like shocked because a) I'm not even a DJ with Campus Radio and I flunked the interview and b) there are a lot more qualified ppl than me to go.

Now you can imagine if word leaks out what kind of animosity it's gonna create. If I'm a campus radio DJ I sure kaopeh like siao, how come someone who's not even doing DJing in campus radio gets to go and I don't. Frankly, I still dunno why they want me to go, but if y'all were me I'm sure y'all would grab the opportunity to go with both hands as well... People pay $500 you pay nothing!

This ain't even the whole story man, coz after they offered me the place, another exco member voiced out his concern about me promising to do stage mgt for Stageit for their musical at the end of the year and whether I can commit to the cause. I'm like what, am I being a victim of my own success? I didn't ask to go for the course, and now it's like a time bomb of sorts... imagine next time if I put more time in for Stageit then someone from BE gg to kaopeh and say last time shouldn't have sent me for the radio course... I wonder if I'm making sense here but damn... this thing is really bugging me... The worse part is that there seems to be a higher circle of power which I cannot see... and that kinda scares me...

These are shady times indeed....

Blue_Nanchakus

PS: Anyone still posting in the planetcrush forums?